
Wednesday, January 13, 2010 |
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The next day,Jiro still hasn't come.I wonder where did he go?I went to school but Jiro didn't show up to class.Where is he?After school,I called my mom."Mom,how are you?"I said."We're doing great Cyndi,how you've been?"my mom said."Not too bad.I called because--"I said but mom interrupted."Something is wrong right?"my mom said."How did you--"I said."Of course I'm your mom and I know that you're having a problem right now,right?Tell Mommy!"mom said."But--"I said."Go ahead dear,whatever it is I will listen."mom said."I like these two people at school and they both liked me too but I don't know whom to choose.This first guy who likes me,he liked me because of someone else and this other guy who likes me too,he's been a good friend to me but I'm not really sure about my feelings for him so mom who should I choose?"I said."Aww you really are growing up my Cyndi!Well Cyndi,you will find the answer in yourself.You haven't realized it yet but deal with your feelings and it will tell you the truth."mom said."Thanks!I will try to take that advice mom.Love you!"I said."Anytime my dear,all right I have to get back to work now.I'll call you later.Bye!"mom said and hanged up the phone.So that answer is within me but I'm so confused!That night,Jiro showed up and Xiu too."Jiro where have you been?"I asked but he didn't answer."I said where have you been?"I shouted."Just there and there."Jiro answered."There and there?Where is there and there?"I asked."Too many questions.Let's just start this and get it over."Jiro replied."Okay guys,you may start now."I said.After an hour or so,Jiro presented his drawing."Cyndi you know I'm not that good in drawing but this is a heart,a green handkerchief and a boy and a girl.The heart,it means love.Love is just one word but that one word has a lot of meanings in it.It is complicated when it comes to love but I know in my heart that I truly like you.I have made a mistake once;I lied to you but everyone deserves another chance,don't they?This green handkerchief,it symbolizes our childhood and although you don't want to remember that day anymore,I will always treasure that day in my heart.This boy and a girl,it's us.We have been separated for long but we met each other again because it was destiny that made our paths cross again.Lastly,these words I have said may have not reflect you but drawing is not all about explaining the picture,it's telling how the picture was important deep inside your heart."Jiro said.What he have said is true,he has a point."Xiu,explain yours."I said."My drawing is only a girl.This girl may not look elegant unlike the other girls out there but for me,the appearance isn't important as long as that girl have a heart.That's all!"Xiu said."Very nice speech you two but I have a decision already.Both of you have explained it well and both of you has a point on what you said.Jiro I praise your drawing because it's not that good but the way you explained it was meaningful and Xiu,your drawing is only a girl and your speech was short but the thought that you wanted to tell me was in it and so I have made a decision and Jiro,I'm sorry but I choose Xiu's."I said.Jiro quickly stand up and smiled."It's okay,I was expecting this would happen tonight.Well it's been nice knowing you two and I am happy because I believe that if I really like you,I would prioritize your happiness than my own and I'll let you be as long as you're happy Cyndi.I'll be leaving now,Calvin has packed my things.Until we meet again."Jiro said and he left.I kinda fell sorry him but I really like Xiu's explanation.It was short but it has the thought than Jiro's explanation.Well it made sense but the point of it is kinda of messed up.It was great knowing him."Cyndi!Thank you for choosing me!I promise that I'll make you happy all the time."Xiu said.I smiled.Have I made the right decision to choose Xiu?Will I regret it for not giving Jiro another chance?I don't know but I'm glad that I finally understand that Xiu deserve me more because my ideal type of guy is the one who is not looking at the appearance and I think that it's Xiu unlike Jiro,seeing others onto others and that makes him a bad example for other but I,I was the same too.I'm bad as him because I was like him onto Danson.I'm bad because I didn't give Jiro another chance but if we are really meant to be in the end,fate will do it."Cyndi!Cyndi!"Xiu shouted."Huh?"I said."You've been absent minded for minutes now,you all right?"Xiu asked."I'm fine!I'm fine!Don't worry!"I replied."That's good then,so I'll you then to setup our date then,okay?"Xiu asked.I nodded.How will my life go now that Jiro moved away?C'mon Cyndi!It'll be fine.It's like an ordinary day and you won't even notice that he's not there.That's right!
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A/N:Jiro moved :( but don't worry guys!you'll be happy again soon ^-^ trust me!!! -mbwzy-