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I woke up and saw Jiro was there."Where am I?"I asked."I brought you to the hospital."Jiro replied."I need to get out of here."I said."Don't push yourself.You still don't have the energy."Jiro said."No I'm fine."I shouted."Nurse!"Jiro shouted and they put me to sleep.The next day I woke up and Jiro was still there.That day,they discharged me at the hospital."Cyndi you said your that girl,can you prove it to me?"Jiro said."Aha!And now you don't believe me well look at my wallet!"I shouted as I showed him my picture."It is you.You're that girl!"Jiro said."Yeah what about it?From now on,I'm not talking to you."I said."What?Let me explain Cyndi.Give me one more chance please."Jiro said."Sorry but I have to move on and forget about you.You lied to me and I can't accept that."I said."C'mon Cyndi!Don't be like this.I admit I lied but please I'll do anything just forgive me."Jiro said."Anything?"I asked."Yeah anything."Jiro said."Then convince me.Convince me in your intention."I replied."I will just watch Cyndi."Jiro said.I went home and knocked at Xiu's apartment.Aunt Wen Qi answered the door."Is Xiu home?"I asked."He isn't.He's at the mall grabbing some groceries."Aunt Wen Qi replied."Thanks!"I said.I went to the mall to find Xiu and I found him by the counter."Xiu!I've been looking for you."I said."Ohh."Xiu said hiding himself."Don't be shy because of what you said.I'll give you a chance."I said."Really?"he asked."Yeah you heard me right."I said."Cyndi don't date that guy!"Jiro quickly came in."How did you get in here?Are you spying on me?"I asked."No!Don't date that guy.I like you!"Jiro said."Don't date this guy?You like me?Yeah you like me because you see me as another person."I said."But that person was you too!How come you don't remember those memories anymore?"Jiro asked."It's because I don't want to remember that day!Why am I still talking to you?"I shouted."Why not?"Jiro asked."And why would I tell you?"I asked.Jiro held my shoulders."Cyndi,please!"he said.Why is it like this?I should hate him now but my heart,it tells me to forgive him."No!"I shouted."Cyndi,please tell him."Xiu said."Since Xiu said,I will."I said.The three of us sat down at the mall."It all started that one day.It happened eleven to twelve years ago.I went to the public supermarket with my mom.It was too crowded that day.I and my mom was shopping when I saw a little boy about my age crying.I approached the little boy while my mom was busy shopping.He doesn't speak our language so I gave him a green handkerchief to cry on then I brought him to the police.After that,I went back to my mom.I knew the boy is safe now.We arrived home and we were shocked to see that our house was burning on fire.Thank goodness nobody was home except for my little dog,Hush.I love my dog so much but he was sleeping at our house when the fire began.I really miss him and so that made me realize to not remember that day anymore."I said."That's all?"Jiro said."Yeah."I replied."So you hated that day because of me?"Jiro asked."I don't hate anyone for that incident."I replied."So Cyndi,shall we go now?"Xiu said."Of course!"I replied."Wait!Cyndi,please I'm begging you,I'm sorry.I lied okay?I won't do it again.I like you as you are now.Please believe me.I'll kneel down right now just forgive me."Jiro said as he kneel down."Okay,I'll accept that but there is one condition."I said."Anything just please forgive me."Jiro said."Win a drawing match with Xiu and explain your drawing.If you win,I'll give you another chance but if you loose,you have to go back to your mansion and move out.Are you on?"I said."I'm on it!Xiu,are you?"Jiro said seriously."For Cyndi!I'm on!"Xiu said with confidence."Great!Then tomorrow night will be the competition at my apartment.No theme or concept but I want you to tell the meaning of the drawing.The one that I find meaningful from the explanation will be the winner.Got it?"I asked."Yeah!"the two shouted."Let's go Xiu!"I said."Right behind you..."he replied.Xiu and I went home together.I went home but Jiro wasn't there.I wonder where he went.He's probably practicing drawing.Xiu is definitely better than him.I just knew it.I wonder if it's okay to be like this to him.All he did was like that little girl who is still me but then here I am getting mad at him.I kinda feel guilty about that but I just don't like the feelings that's fake like that person likes you because you look like someone else but Danson,I was like that to Danson yet he wasn't angry at me.I guess I should ask him for advice about this.He has an answer for sure.I went to Danson's apartment.Mrs.Tang answered the door."Mrs.Tang,I'm so sorry!I'm so sorry."I said."What are you saying sorry for?It's fine Cyndi that's love."she smiled.I'm glad she understands and respect my feelings."Is Danson there?"I asked."Yeah,I and him are the only ones home since Jung and Yohan came out to wander around for a bit.Come in!Come in!"Mrs.Tang said."Thanks!"I replied."Hey Cyndi!"Danson shouted."Hey,how are you?sorry for bothering you."I said."No worries!I was catching up with the business stuff in Korea that's why I was away for days.I'm doing great now so don't worry."he smiled."Glad to hear that.I came here because I want to ask something that you probably don't want to talk about anymore."I said."It's all right,say it."he said."Because this one person,I like him but I discovered that he like me as someone else.He see me as a different person and I was being mean to him lately.Is that okay or no?I mean since you have the experience about all this because of me."I said quietly."When I knew that you see me as a different person,I admit that I became sad but I looked into the brighter side.It makes me happy that the person I like became happy because of my appearance and I'm satisfied with that because if you really love the person,you would understand the decisions he would choose.Whatever he did you would forgive him.In your situation,I think you're having a hard time about it since your a girl and it's a different situation when the girl is in that place.In my opinion,your heart is always the key in answering love to your problems."Danson said."My heart is the key?"I asked."Yeah,you probably don't see it now but listen to it beating faster and faster.Feel it beat and you will know the answer for yourself."Danson said.What Danson said made sense to me.He is actually right but as of now,I really don't know what my heart wants."I have a good advice Cyndi.Do the right thing than be sorry later."Danson said."Thanks Danson!I'll try to see the outcome."I smiled.What if I and Jiro were destined to be?We've met once and then we met again here.I arrived at our apartment and the phone rang."Cyndi!It's your mom."my mom said."Mom?How are you?"I asked."Are you all right?Jiro said you've been hospitalized for half a day."my mom said."Nothing.I'm fine."I replied."Jiro told me that you've been dating,is that true?"my mom asked."What?I can't hear you!Huh?The signal?what mom?"I said pretending not to hear it and then I hanged up the phone.That was easy.Jiro,right now,I don't want to be related to that guy.It's already night yet he still isn't here.Where has he gone too?Hey!Why the heck am I worried?I'm not worried.I just want to know why he isn't here yet.It's not like I care about him.It's just he lives here.Yeah,that's right.As the caretaker of this room,my other tenant should be here on time.

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A/N:Cyndi still totally likes Jiro yet she hesitates >__< but in her mind,she is worried but denying it.Cyndi!Cyndi!Cyndi!*sighs*Just forgive him already! Please comment and thank you for reading :)
Next Chapter:Who is the winner?

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