Sunday, January 17, 2010 | 5:00 PM |

Chapter 28

The End

Just to warn you this is not the end of the story. It's just the name of the chapter.Okies?
Enjoy~
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You waited patiently for Yunho to speak . You yawned and rubbed your eyes from tiredness.
"I'll tell you tomorrow," Yunho decided." We should go to sleep already," he suggested.
"Ok," you changed to your PJs in the bathroom. Afterwards you crawled into bed next to Yunho, but closer to the edge of the bed.
"Good night," Yunho whispered before he turned off the light.
"Night," you mumbled as your eyes drooped down and finally closed.
The next morning you woke-up and took a shower. You changed into an outfit and waited for Yunho.
Your outfit: http://img176.imageshack.us/img176/4986/2007051518015983817662mg4.jpg
He got out of the bathroom and sat by you on the bed. There was an awkward silence for a while. You started to get a bit nervous, wondering what he was gonna say next.
" ~~~~~~~~~~~~, I know you don't wanna be with me. All this time I knew. You're not yourself when you're with me and you don't smile as much. I want you to be yourself again. So that's why this is the end for us," he finally said.
"Oppa," you placed your hand on his. "I can't do that to you," you struggled to say.
" ~~~~~~~~~~~~, let's be honest. Do you really think I can make you happy? (Pause) Jaejoong is the one you have feelings for," Yunho looked straight into your eyes.
"But oppa," you continued.
"Don't worry about me. (Silence) Besides, I don't want you suffering anymore. As long as you're happy, I'm happy."
"But you're my prince charming, oppa," you looked down.
"Prince charming? What do you mean?"
"Well remember how we met?" you asked.
"Yeah......... you thought I was a stalker," Yunho chuckled.
"No, I mean at the night club, where you saved me from Rain and offered me a drink," you recalled.
"What are you talking about? What night club?" Yunho looked at you with a confused expression.
"The night club where we had to wear a mask. The day before I started to live in DBSK's house," you shifted uncomfortably.
"I didn't wear the mask that night," Yunho informed you.
"what?! But isn't it yours? I remember the guy was wearing that same exact mask," you exclaimed.
"Are you sure? Cause that mask is a one of a kind. By the way, what does that have to do with us?"
"So you really don't know what I'm talking about." Yunho moved his head from side to side. "Oh....I thought you were that guy," you slowly began to feel pain arise in your heart. "That's why I kissed you that day and............... that means I never had feelings for you," tear drops emerged down your cheeks. Yunho smiled a bit and embraced you. "Oppa. I'm sorry," you sobbed on his chest.
"Ssshhh. It's alright," he patted your back to soothe you. "At least you're being honest."
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you," you slowly gained control and stopped crying.
"It doesn't matter anymore. What about Jaejoong? Aren't you gonna get back together with him?" Yunho questioned.
"I don't know," you jumped up from the bed. You rushed out of the room and headed to the beach.
" ~~~~~~~~~~!" Yunho called out to you, but you didn't turn back. When you arrived to the beach, you glimpsed at the people who were there. You spotted Yoochun there, so you went up to him.
"Hey," you greeted him.
"Yo," he was watching the seagulls fly around.
"How have you been?" you tried to spark up a conversation.
"Um......... I don't know. I feel kind of mad, so I guess I'm not good," his face looked angered.
"Ok," you were a little startled by his sudden anger.
"Can't you just make up your mind? Jaejoong hyung doesn't deserve to suffer like this! He never wanted to fall in love! You keep going back and forth between him and Yunho hyung. If only he hadn't met you he wouldn't be hurting inside right now!" Yoochun abruptly burst out.
"Yoochun, I didn't mean to," your eyes filled up with tears again. You briskly ran out of Yoochun's sight.
" ~~~~~~~~~~~~, wait I didn't................ Aish! What have I done," Yoochun scratched his head in frustration.
You dashed to the other end of the beach and sat on the sand near a cliff.
Place where you are sitting: http://media-cdn.tripadvisor.com/media/photo-s/01/0a/5d/a4/the-beach-water-and-cliff.jpg
The wind blew on your face and the waves started to get more fierce. The sun was getting covered by the gray clouds. You shivered and cried. "He is right. I'm so horrible. How could I do that to Jaejoong and Yunho. I don't deserve them. " you thought.
"Hey cutie. Need someone to huddle with?" a voice from behind asked. Turned to see who it was. It was some guy, but you could tell who it was. As he approached he looked clearer.
"Rain?" you squinted a bit, just to make sure you were seeing correctly.
" ~~~~~~~~~?" he was also surprised.
"Rain!" you got up hastily and ran up to him. You hugged him tightly and wept. "Rain...Rain...Rain," you whispered.
"Wow. You miss me that much," he said in a sarcastic tone as he gently stroked your hair.
"Rain, I such a sl*t," you cried.
" ~~~~~~~~~ you are not. I know you. You're good."
"No I'm not. If I was I wouldn't of done what I did," you released Rain.
"What did you do?" Rain asked. You saw Rain's sincere concern over you, so you told him everything. He listened patiently and didn't interrupt you. After saying everything, you felt slightly better. You guys were silent for a moment as he thought about what you had just said to him.
" ~~~~~~~~~~. I think you should listen to your heart. I know you don't wanna hurt anybody, but if you feel that you must wait for your "prince charming" then you should. Just because you broke up with Yunho, it doesn't mean you have to go back with Jaejoong," Rain suggested.
" But I don't know what my heart is telling me. What if I choose the wrong chose?"
"That's all I can say. Don't worry about it. Everything will turn out good," Rain kissed your head before he left.
"What should I do?" you got up and walked back into the Hotel Inn.
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You entered your room and started to pack your things. Today was the last day, at 7pm you guys were going back home. After packing you sat on the bed for a while, thinking about your decision. You got out of the room, you final made your choose. You were gonna go find Jaejoong. You walked to Yoochun and Jaejoong's room and knocked the door. No one answered. You went to check in the indoor pools to see if they were there. There was crowd of people near the pool area. In the middle of the crowd was Yoochun and Jaejoong. They were signing autographs and talking to the girls. Girls were hanging all over them, making you a little jealous. One girl went up to Jaejoong and placed her arms around him.
"JaeJae, push her away," you thought was you tightened your fists. He didn't do anything, he let the girl hang on him. She leaned in and kissed him passionately. He didn't do anything. He permit her to kiss him. "JaeJae what are you doing??? JaeJae, don't you have feelings for me again more? Are you give up that easily???" you didn't permit yourself to cry. You sucked it in and went back into the Hotel Inn. "I deserved that. For hurting him," you thought. "I'll wait for my prince charming instead."
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