Friday, January 15, 2010 | 12:46 PM |

Chapter 27

**mianhae** http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CkN470FFWIg&feature=related
Wasurenaide - DBSK

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**Your POV**

I woke up early in the morning i walk to the bathroom to wash up what happen last night was still fresh to my memories. I was standing looking my reflection on the big mirror infront of me. I touch my lips

**Flashback**

jae joong oppa caught me and splash a water on my face and he started to laugh out loud

"meanie"i said and pout and started to wipe my face then jae joong oppa help wipe my face then he stop what he was doing and look straight in my eyes i also look at him then he look at my lips he started to lean closer to me and close his eyes 'omg is he going to kiss i can't i already have junki oppa and i love him but what is this feeling i felt when i was wait jae joong oppa' i thought then i felt jae joong oppa soft lips in me my eyes wided. Then i push him away from me he look shocked then i started to run away from him.

**end**

what this feeling??..
my heart beat faster when jae joong oppa always by my side?.
what am i true feelings for him??
what about junki oppa?? What is he going to say when he found out about this?..
This is all the question running on my head then my eyes get wider when i remember junki oppa. I left him alone yesterday. I run back to my room and search for my hand phone to call junki oppa i need to explain to him about yesterday. I found my hand phone under my pillow then a quickly press speed dial #1 to call oppa. It keeps ringing but no one answer it. I tried again but still he didn't answer his phone.

I know that he still mad at me for leaving him alone last night and he would getting more angry to me when he find out about me and jae joong oppa kissing. I will not forgive myself for hurting him. He's been a very good boyfriend to me he always there for me and i need to return his goodness.

I walk to my walk in closet to find an outfit for today.

outfit:
http://www.yesstyle.com/en/envy-look-hooded-knit-cape/info.html/pid.1021482036

I walk out of my room and walking to the dinning room to eat breakfast then i saw jae joong oppa sitting with my grandpa my heart skip a bit when i saw him there. He look at me and smile 'What's with him? It's like nothing happen last night' i thought and sat across from him i give him a weak smile.

"good morning"i said

"morning"they both said and i nodded my head it's been an awkward breakfast no one dare's to talk. Then grandpa stood up.

"I have to go i still have works to finish ill leave you two alone to catch up"he said and left the room the awkwardness was increasing

'god what am i going to do? please help me' i thought and sighed.

"mianhae"i heard him say i look at him with a confused look written on my face.

"why?"i asks

"about last night---"i cut him off cause i don't want to remember what happen last night it's make me more guilty for junki oppa.

"It's ok forget about it..Let's pretend nothing happen ok?"i said and stood up i was about walking away from him when i felt him held my hand i look back and saw him with a hurt look written on his face.

"~~~~~~~ah i can't just forget about what happen last night--"i was cut him off again.

"you need to oppa..you need too"i said and start to walk again but he pulled me against to him and hugged me tight.

"~~~~~~~ah I love you since we were little kid i already have feelings for you and now your asking me to forget about it and pretend that nothing happen..I can't do that ~~~~~~~ah"he said and hug me more tighter. I tried to pulled away from him but he is so strong for me.

"oppa...i...i can't breath"i manage to say to him then he pulled away "mianhae"he said

"oppa i can't love you the way that you loved me..mianhae"I felt bad to say those word for him.

"but why?? why can't you love me ~~~~~~~ah WHY TELL ME"he's now crying

"BECAUSE I ALREADY HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT'S WHY" i shout

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**Jae joong POV**

I go to ~~~~~~~ah early to say sorry to what happen and to tell her what i really felt about her. When i arrive i saw Emp. still there he ask me to have breakfast with him and i agreed. After a while ~~~~~~~ah walk in in the room she was shocked when she saw me. She sat across from me and we eat our breakfast in an awkward silent then Emp. excuse himself to go to the company. We are still in an awkward silent then i decided to broke the silent.

"mianhae"i said she look at me with a confused on her face

"why?"she asks

"about last night---"i was cut by her

"It's ok forget about it. Let's pretend nothing happen ok"she said i felt pain on my chest when she say those words. She stood up and was about to walk away when i held her hand she look back.

"~~~~~~~ah i can't just forget about what happen last night--" i was cut again by her.

"you need to oppa..you need too"she said and start to walk again but i pulled her against to me and hugged her tight.

"~~~~~~~ah I love you since we were little kid i already have feelings for you and now your asking me to forget about it and pretend that nothing happen..I can't do that ~~~~~~~ah"i said and hug her more tighter. She tried to pulled away from me but i was to strong for her.

"oppa...i...i can't breath"she manage to say and i pulled from the hugged "mianhae"i said

"oppa i can't love you the way that you loved me..mianhae"she said i felt my tears rolling to my cheek and i felt my heart broke into a million of pieces.

"but why?? why can't you love me ~~~~~~~ah WHY TELL ME"I said i felt so much pain in me right now and i think i don't want to heard what she going to answer my question but it's to late.

"BECAUSE I ALREADY HAVE A BOYFRIEND THAT'S WHY" she shout i don't know what to do when i hear her say that I was so hurt she's the only girl that i truly love.

"I'm sorry oppa" she said and walk out leaving me alone.

'I'm not going to give up ~~~~~~~ah. I will do my best for you to remember me again. i know that you have feelings for me to.i know and i can feel it"i said to myself

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**Your POV**

I walk out from that room where jae joong oppa. I walk to my room and lock myself. I slide myself against from the door and held my chest.

"what's this feeling??
why do i feel this way??
I already have junki oppa and i don't want to hurt him.
i know i love junki oppa..i know that
mianhae oppa i just can't love you. I don't want to hurt junki oppa." I said to myself i take my phone again and tried to called junki oppa but still he didn't pick it up.
I look at my phone and saw the wallpaper where me and junki oppa smiling at the camera. I saw all the flashback with me and junki oppa on my head.
"mianhae oppa mianhae"i said and held my phone near my heart.

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**Junki POV**

I was in my room and my phone keeps on ringing. I know that's ~~~~~~~~ah i just don't want to hear her voice right i scared what she going to say when i answer her called i don't want to hear that she going to break up with to be with jae joong.

"Mianhae ~~~~~~ah i just need time to refresh my mind. mianhae"i said and close my eyes.

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end of this chap..
what will happen next?
find out..

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