Thursday, January 14, 2010 | 6:06 PM |

The following day,I went to school with Xiu.As I entered geography class,I noticed that Jiro wasn't there."Ehem!Today,I'm here to announce that Mr.Wang's son,Jiro has moved to another school."Mr.Rhone said.*What?Jiro moved to another school?*The sit in front of me was empty.I shouldn't be thinking of him anymore.I need to focus on the lesson and not on him besides I and Xiu are dating tonight.After class I went to Xiu's locker."Don't be late later,okay?"I said."Yeah!"Xiu replied.I suddenly looked onto the locker beside Xiu's.It's Jiro's locker.Why is he stuck on my mind anyway?I'm through with him and I should not--"Cyndi!Trust me,I will make you happy and forget about him."Xiu said."I trust you!"I replied.After school,I went home while Xiu accompanied me since we live in the same building.I went to my bedroom.Jiro's bed was still there.I started to cry.What's wrong with me?I'm not being me.I forgave him already but I didn't give him another chance because I'm afraid that I'd be hurt in the end just like my crush in grade school who has forgotten about me.It took me years to forget about him and now that I have moved on,Jiro came along.It hasn't been a day since you left but I already miss you.I miss your existence.In this room,everything that I see reminds me of you.This room,in this room was my first kiss.This kitchen,when I cooked with you.This sauce,it reminds me of memories of us fighting like a dog and cat.Saucy Face,Mr.Panda.Your funny names.The times I had to be your servant and even the sumo wrestler coming over.The times I was grouped with you at school.My first time riding in a helicopter to help me get to the airport.The time when we traveled to Philippines to explore.The way you were worried for me when you thought I was kidnapped.I miss those things even the way you snore at the movie theater.Thinking all of those,it makes me laugh and cry at the same time and not knowing that you actually treasure that day we met.Jiro,I really deserve you.I just didn't see it too quickly.I was too narrow minded.I feel so stupid for making the wrong decision because my heart still beats for you.I feel ashamed to myself because I hurt someone's feelings and then making the other have hope in me but to tell the truth,I used Xiu.I just view him as a friend and nothing else and yet I told him that he has a chance.I feel so bad right now.What have I done?The Cyndi I know is not like this.The Cyndi I know is understanding,forgiving and not using others but why did I turn out the opposite way?Jiro's feelings are really sincere because the words he said last night,it means that if I really like that someone,I should let the someone go if I really love them as long as they're happy.It only means that Jiro is willing to let go for me as long as I am happy.He really cares that much.I'm feeling guilty right now for being so mean to him.He doesn't deserve a girl like me who is narrow minded.What am I thinking?I just said earlier that I deserve Jiro and then the next minute I'm saying I don't deserve him again.I guess my mind is really confused right now.I should call Jiro and say sorry.That way,I won't feel guilty anymore.I grabbed my cellphone and contact Jiro."The number you dialed is unavailable.Please try again later."the operator said.I can't reach his cellphone.He probably changed his cellphone number already.I should go to Jiro's house and tell him I'm sorry.If he doesn't want me anymore,I'll accept it because a narrow-minded girl like me deserves that.What will I be saying to him?I might be speechless when I see him.I got it!I'll just write a letter and give it to Calvin and then he'll give it to Jiro.That way,I don't have to face him anymore but I don't know Jiro's address.Who are Jiro's friends at school?It's me and Xiu but who else?Think...think...think...Aha!Sarah!Yeah that's right!If I could remember,Sarah knows that Jiro has a hockey game so they are probably friends so she must know where he lives.I spent hours writing the sorry letter for Jiro and then I went to school to find Sarah.I went to the office to page her name and she came instantly."Sarah,do you know Jiro's home address?I said."Sorry Cyndi,but I don't know where he lives although I have their company number."Sarah said.Sarah gave me the company number and I suddenly thought,why didn't I think to call my parents?They probably know but what would I tell them?Aha!I knew just what to say.I called my parents."Dad!Can you immediately tell me what is Mr.Wang's home address?"I said."Why Cyndi?"dad said."Please please please!It's an emergency."I shouted."Emergency?"dad asked."Uhh...yeah!We had a project and it's due today but Jiro left it at his house."I said."Mr.Wang told me Jiro already changed school,so what's the matter?"dad said."It's our project before,before he even transferred.That's right!"I said."Ohh..let me ask Mr.Wang for a sec."dad said.Dad was gone for a few seconds and came back and he gave me the home address of Jiro.I quickly went to Jiro's house by taking a cab.As I arrived,I was amazed to see his house.It was so huge that I think it's bigger than the white house.I door-belled at the gate.A guard answered the gate."May I please talk to Jiro?"I said."You mean Master Jiro?"the guard said."That's right!May I talk to him please?"I said."And how should I know that you know him?"the guard said."I'm his classmate.Call butler Calvin and he'll tell you that he knows me."I said."I'm sorry Miss but I can't let you in.I just can't let an outsider in because you said you're his classmate."the guard replied."Please it's really important.Believe me!"I said."Sorry but no."the guard said.I started to shout."JIRO!JIRO!JIRO!"I shouted as hard as I could."Miss,please don't make noise or I'll call the police."Who is shouting?"Calvin came."Oh it's you."Calvin said."Is Jiro there?"I asked."He's not here at the moment."Calvin said."Where did he go?"I asked."I'm sorry but Young Master's schedule is to keep private.Can I help you with anything?"Calvin asked."Yes please!Can you please give this letter to Jiro?It's really important.I'm begging you to give it to him."I said."All right.I will,you may go now Miss Cyndi."Calvin said.I hope Jiro would read that letter because I want to let him know that I still care for him.

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A/N:Aww...kinda sad chapter right?but at least Cyndi realized that she still cares for Jiro.Where is Jiro anyway?You'll see. ^___^ Next Chapter:A Date With Xiu:His Purpose Please comment!Thank you for the support! -mbwzy- We are currenlty looking for advertisers,reviewers and graphic designers.If you are interested please apply today at feilunhai.co.nr :)

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