Wednesday, January 6, 2010 | 5:15 PM |
Crush On You Chapter 27:Xiu's Confession:The Deepest Secret
The next day,I and Jiro went to school.Everyone was staring at us and started to murmur."That girl's dating Jiro Wang!I envy hear."a young lady said."He's perfect a handsome rich-guy plus he plays hockey.What's more to ask for?"the girl beside her said.I and Jiro went to class.We had a geography quiz about battle of trees.I'm completely sure I did great because the person I admire is here with me.I went to science class but I never see Danson.I wonder how he is doing.We had a science test that day.I'm glad the exams were over.As I exit the class,Jung was there."Cyndi,can we talk for a minute?"she said.I nodded.We stopped at the hallway by the lockers."Erm,about Danson I--"I said but Jung interrupted me."Yeah about that,I'm happy that you've said it earlier than later."Jung replied."You mean your not mad at me?"I asked."Of course not!I'm proud of you Cyndi because I'm glad that you have realized that you just see my cousin as someone else."she smiled."Well it bothered me for days but I finally made a decision that I just see him as another person and not as him.How is he doing?He was absent in class today."I said."You know he is heartbroken but don't worry he'll be okay."Jung tapped my shoulder.After that,I and Jung went together to English class.Jiro sat beside me this time because the seat beside me was not occupied."You wanna eat lunch together?"Jiro asked."But I don't have a class anymore."I replied."Neither do I."Jiro replied."Huh?I thought you still have another class this afternoon?"I said."I went to the office to change my timetable."Jiro said."Is is really okay?"I asked."Yup!"Jiro nodded."Ehem!Listening please!"Ms.Arbuckle said."Sorry!"I said.We were reading a novel called Romeo and Juliet by William Shakespeare.I wonder,I and Jiro,what are we?We're not considered as lovers nor acquaintance.I think were just about in the middle.I wonder like Romeo and Juliet,would there be obstacles that will block our feelings?As far as I know most stories I read and watched always have an obstacle but still in the end it was a happy ending.What I'm trying to say is,will we have a happy ending?Here I am daydreaming again.I'm too advanced and I mean we just started dating.I shouldn't be that advance.After class,Xiu approached me.Jiro was there."Jiro,can I talk to Cyndi privately?"Xiu asked."Is it that important?"Jiro asked.I glared at him."Okay."Jiro said."So what is it that you want to talk about?"I asked."Erm,I actually like someone."Xiu said shyly."Really?That's great!So who is she?"I asked."I can't tell but I don't know how to tell her."Xiu said."Aww...let me help you then."I suggested."You would?"Xiu asked."Yea I would!"I replied happily."Oh Thanks!"Xiu said."So can you introduce me to her?"I asked."Umm I can't introduce her to you."Xiu said."Why not?"I asked."Because...because--her is you.Cyndi,I like you."Xiu said and then he ran away.Xiu like me too?Wow!I-I never thought that he liked me too.He never showed any signs that he does.I'm speechless."So Xiu like you huh?"Jiro asked."Ahah!You were eavesdropping,weren't you?"I said."So do you like him?"Jiro asked."Me?Can we talk about this some other place?"I said."Sure!"Jiro said.We went to a restaurant and talked about it."Okay before anything else,I want this to be fair and square.I would tell you my deepest secret and you tell yours.Deal?"I asked."It's hard but okay,deal."Jiro replied."So here we go,before I had crushes on these three guys at school.It was you,Xiu and Danson.I'm not the kind of girl someone would like.I always daydream that one day,they will come to like me and then I had this opportunity.I really don't know who stands out among you three until today.Danson,I liked him but then I have realized that I just see him as my brother.I see him as another person back in my country.Xiu,I thought I like him because we have something in common and we understand each other but getting to know him,I treated him more like a best friend and you,when I see you since the very first day I met you,I admired you already because you're my ideal type of guy.We always have fights but each time I see you,my heart kept beating and beating.It's getting all tense up and when you notice me,I want to melt and sometimes explode.I see you that way."I said."Does that mean you're choosing me?"Jiro asked happily."Yeah,I'm choosing Jiro Wang."I replied.Jiro kept jumping and jumping happily at the restaurant and shouted,"She chose me!She chose me!"Jiro shouted.It's really his habit.Always shouting at a restaurant.I should really get him a medicine for that illness called Restaushout.You know,restau for restaurant and shout for shout since he always shouts and goes crazy or maybe Crazy Restaushout.That sounds good.Much decent!Remembering Xiu,how should I face this guy?If I broke his heart,his world would go down.He was just looking at the bright side of life and then I would make it dark again.I don't want that.I want him to be happy but how should I face him if I'm the one who will make him lonely?It's complicated."Ehem!Jiro,your promise about telling deepest secrets,hmm?"I said."Oh yeah!Shouting is really a great feeling."Jiro said."Hmm?"I said."Oh right.My story is about my childhood.When I was a kid,I was about three or four years old.I and my parents went into this place.I really don't remember the name of that place.Then,one time,I and my parents went into a crowded place.It was too crowded that I got lost from my parents.I kept looking and looking for my parents but there was too much people.I don't know where to go.I got really tired and I started to cry.A young girl came to me and handed me a green handkerchief."Here,why are you crying?"she asked.Her language was different so I really didn't understand what she was saying to me but I can understand that she wanted to comfort me.She sat beside me and rubbed my back.I continued to cry."Who are you?"I asked her.She didn't respond.I guess she doesn't understand English.She grabbed my hand and pulled me."Where are we going?"I shouted.She pinpointed the policeman.She gave me to the policeman then she runaway."Hey!"I shouted.She turned back."Thanks!"I said.She smiled at me.I guess that smile meant you're welcome.Then I was able to be reunited with my parents again.If I hadn't met that girl,I could have been lost by now.I still had the green handkerchief by my hands.I opened it and saw a small picture of her.I still kept it in my wallet until now."Jiro said."So you like this girl?"I asked."Yeah but that's the past anyway.She actually looks similar to you."Jiro said.So does that mean why he kissed me?Was it because he likes this girl that he likes me?"So you kissed me that time because it reminds you of that girl and you like me because of that girl again?"I asked."No!I liked you the way you are."Jiro said."Stop lying!You just see that girl in me.I'm leaving!"I said as I was about to leave."Cyndi!"Jiro shouted as he grabbed my hand."Quit it."I said as I let go of his hand.I ran and ran far away from him.So this is the feeling of Danson because I see him as someone else.It hurts!It does hurt a lot!I continued to run.All that runs in my head is to get away from him."Cyndi let me explain!"Jiro shouted as he ran after me."Go away!"I shouted.Suddenly,there were snowstorms.I was freezing.It was too cold.I was exhausted from running and dropped on the ground.I was conscious but due to that I'm exhausted,I don't have the energy to run anymore."Cyndi!Cyndi!"Jiro said."Finally I caught up with you.You sure run fast!"Jiro said."It was your idea in the first place to tell a secret.It's true,it's the reason that I've kissed you.I'm sorry I lied.It's true!I see you as someone else but I promise I won't see you as another person ever again."Jiro shouted.I started to cry."You lied to me!"I said."Here's my wallet.This is her picture.Tear it up right in front of me to prove my honesty that I will like you as you are."Jiro said as he showed me the picture."Wait a sec!This picture looks familiar!No!That's me!"I replied and then I was unconscious.
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A/N:Please comment~Thanks! -mbwzy-
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